The weekends almost over. And I can say honestly I think this is going to get harder befor it gets better.

Went shopping today with alittle bit extra money and wanna know what I baught for myself  our family?

Steak
Smoothie mixes

Yep thats right. Ok soooo Maybe I got a small pack of pringles BBQ flavor. But I got a one for hubby also.

Not saying there wasnt plently of things that I wanted to get. Because lets be honest. I could go splurge with all the junk food at this place. But when it comes down to it. I just dont really want it.

How sad is that?

So maybe this wont be that hard. I know that maybe its because right now its my choice. And after the surgury it will be something I HAVE to do , To be able to have a good outcome. I think when its something you are forced to do for what ever reason . Thats when its the hardest.